today, while wading thru the mountains, and i mean MOUNTAINS of papers in our office, i ran across a spiral notebook that i had started taking notes in a few years ago. (remember the whole being obsessed about note taking??
this notebook PROVED it!)
anyways, i had started (i'm 2 pages in) making a scrapbook about ME.
once again, without sounding 'self-centered', i figured i should pass on some knowledge about me to my children. (maybe someday their wives would like to know. :))
i thought i'd start a notebook, get my thoughts in order and THEN START the book.
well, my thoughts may NEVER be in order so i thought i'd start doing some of this online.
after all, my scrapbooking attempts have failed over the past year.:(
one of my entries was...IF ONLY....so here goes what i've got thus far.....
if only....
-if only i could sing on key, i'd try out for American Idol.oh wait, i'm TOO OLD.
-if only i could relive my early 20's, i wouldn't have been so naive.
-if only i could spend a day with Jesus,would i dance for Him or in awe of Him be still??
-if only i could go to the spa once a week,i'd always have pretty toes.
-if only i could live near my sister,my life would be complete.
-if only,i could spend just one more day with my grandparents. i would tell them just one more time how much they have meant to me.
-if only i could have my boys little again, i'd slow down & hold them more.
i'd be more patient.
-if only i could balance a checkbook, ya, don't know what i'd do. wouldn't matter much.
-if only i didn't like potato chips, i'd be a size 4.
-if only i didn't watch so much t.v, i'd be caught up on my reading.
-if only i didn't drive too fast, i'd be later for things than i already am.
-if only i didn't ALWAYS have freezing feet, they'd be warm!! um. duh.